Alone Again Or…

It’s tough to challenge myself when there are no other gatekeepers or ‘managers’ to oversee what I am doing, coding, creating, or writing… I can freely admit this to myself. I can at times procrastinate on the more detail-oriented aspects of my career and so forth.

But at the same time, I find that the freedom I am enjoying recently by making creative decisions for Anything Box has been more fulfilling than I had imagined it would be. I was almost stricken by panic at the start several months ago. Now I find that in retrospect I was worrying for nothing. I am playing more, and the live shows’ challenges are becoming a welcome creative endeavor that I had not anticipated. So it goes…

I feel different, but in a great way actually.